By Jayne Gardener

I am almost ashamed to admit it now, but for the better part of my life I was liberal on a lot of issues. I was anti-death penalty, pro-gun control, pro-gay marriage (more or less) and believed much of the nonsense imparted to me by the Jewish feminist harridans. I also believed many of the lies fed to me by the Liberal (Jewish) media.

Of course, I was born and raised in Canada where being on the left is pretty much a requirement for citizenship. It could be in mother's milk or perhaps in the water, but whatever the reason, Canadians pride themselves on being "progressive" and "multicultural," while not even understanding that, by supporting multiculturalism and unfettered immigration, they are signing the death warrants for all Canadians of white European descent.

Most Canadian sources of news, including both the print media and television stations, are Jewish owned and controlled. In fact, in the city where I lived before moving to the U.S., the only local daily paper was owned by Can West Global, a Jewish conglomerate which insists on an editorial policy that allows for no criticism of Israel within its pages. Obviously there is not going to be any objective coverage of middle eastern affairs in Canada when the majority of those responsible for the dissemination of news have a decided pro-Israel bias.
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It wasn't until I struck up a friendship with Patrick Grimm of Zionist Watch that my opinions were challenged and I began my journey from there to here. Patrick patiently explained to me where he was coming from on the important issues of the day and encouraged me to read Thomas Sowell's The Vision Of The Annointed, which I did.

Meeting Patrick and reading that book changed my life.

I would not hesitate to say that no one could read that book and remain on the left. It made me look at all the issues from a completely different perspective and forced me to rethink my position on all of them.

That was just the beginning. From then on I devoured books on Conservative topics and was absolutely amazed to find out how wrong I had been in my beliefs, and how deluded those on the left of the political spectrum are by continuing to believe things that fly in the face of empirical evidence. Being on the left is not based on reason and logic, but rather on feelings and claiming moral primacy. It's the "feel good" stance that allows people to feel all warm and fuzzy while supporting policies that hurt those they are intended to help. With them, it's all about intentions, not outcome.

I read books on the feminist movement, child daycare issues, abortion, pornography, the homosexual agenda, Islam, Communism, and a vast array of other topics. I started listening to the The Savage Nation radio show (and yes, I know Mike Savage is Jewish. I don't agree with him on Israel, but on most other issues I do). I would often share what I was reading with Patrick and we would get into some very interesting discussions, all of which continued to drive home to me that I had been wrong all along.

I read a lot of articles on Frontpage Magazine and was a fan of David Horowitz's until I figured out that, not only was he not part of the solution, he was part of the problem. He's not a conservative at all, but rather a Marxist Neo-Con and a Zionist, certainly not a Conservative in any real sense of the word. I became increasingly disturbed by his blind and unwavering defense of Israel and his support for the war in Iraq. My respect eventually turned to disgust when I realized that Frontpage Magazine was nothing more than a mouthpiece for the Neo-cons. I still read the occasional article there, but I know that when it comes to Jews, Israel, Zionism, the problems in the middle east or the war in Iraq, I am not getting the total picture or the unvarnished truth from them.

I finally stopped my online subscription to Frontpage Magazine when Horowitz himself wrote an article that was nothing but a hateful, undeserved diatribe and a cheap smear of former President Jimmy Carter who had just written his book, Palestine: Peace Not Apartheid. Horowitz accused Jimmy Carter of being an anti-semite and racist among other things (amazing how they like to throw that word around, isn't it?). I have read the book in question and there is nothing anti-semitic about it. President Carter just tells how the Israelis treat the Palestinians in the occupied territories and his assertions can be proven by looking at any number of other sources.

I had always been pretty much on Israel's side in the middle east conflict, having been raised to have great respect for Jews and great empathy for their suffering during the the second World War. My father's best friend was Jewish and when I was in high school, I began a five year relationship with a Jewish man whose father has travelled to Israel many times to help a poor neighbourhood get on its feet.

Most conservative authors whose books I read were firmly on Israel's side, which only cemented my position in my own mind. I believed that Israel is a democracy and an ally to this country. I also believed that they were only defending themselves against Palestinian terrorism. How wrong I was.

Further reading and research got me thinking about race as well as the "Jewish question." I read a number of books on race, including Why Race Matters by Michael Levin, Paved With Good Intentions by Jared Taylor and Defensive Racism by Edgar J. Steele, all of which helped to open my eyes and my mind to racial differences, the problem of black crime in this country and the failure of forced integration. While I hold no animus towards any black person on an individual basis, it is a given that at some point there will have to be an honest dialogue about racial issues and what we can do to deal with the increasing black on white crime problem in this country. We can't allow ourselves the luxury of burying our collective heads in the sand while white (and blacks, who are often victimized by black on black crime) people are robbed, raped and murdered.

I continued to do endless research on the internet and came across a few sites that made me want to delve into some of the things I was reading about Jews and Zionism. I came across quotes from the Talmud that were so hateful towards Gentiles that it really made me wonder about Judaism and Israel. I was given a link to Jewish Tribal Review and found an online book there (author unknown) entitled When Victims Rule: A Critique Of Jewish Pre-eminence In America, which can be read here. It was a pretty scathing look back at Jewish behaviour in various societies throughout history and, since most of the sources were Jewish, I believed it to be credible.

Patrick Grimm suggested that I read David Duke's book, Jewish Supremacism. I was hesitant at first, simply because of Dr. Duke's KKK past and because of what I had heard about him from the mainstream media. But in spite of my misgivings, I was impressed by the book. He backed his assertions with credible sources and I found his arguments persuasive. Also, there are many places online where one can find quotes about Zionism spoken by Jews. Their own words indict them as they freely, and without shame, outline their designs on middle eastern and eventually world dominance.

I also read David Duke's autobiography, My Awakening and was impressed, not only by his writing skills, but by his intellectual curiosty which led him to do so much research into the issue of racial differences and the "Jewish question." While he has pretty much been written off by many as an anti-semite and a racist, I am not of that mind. He is not a hater any more than I am a hater. He simply speaks the truth as he has come to know it.

Now extremely interested in the issue of Jewish supremacism, I began to read a lot of research online, looking at all kinds of related websites and what I found disturbed me profoundly. I learned of the reality of the Israeli treatment of the Palestinians in the occupied territories and the racist policies in Israel. I read of various false flag operations by the Israelis, such as the attack on the USS Liberty and the Lavon affair. I also learned about the Jonathan Pollard spy case and believe that he represents only the very tip of the iceberg. Unwillingly at first, I soon became convinced that I had been wrong about Israel.

Further research led me to read some of the information on the so-called "revisionist" websites and I was not only shocked by many things I read, but also saddened. While I have no way of knowing the absolute truth of the Holocaust, these sites certainly produced many questions in my mind; questions that seemed to have no good answers. At first I didn't want to believe what I was reading. I had always thought the "Holocaust deniers" were a bunch of lunatics and haters, but some of the points they made were valid ones and gradually I began to understand that we had, very likely, been misled as to what actually happened to the Jews during WW2.

I also saw how the Holocaust had been used by Zionists to help fulfill their dream of a Jewish state in Israel, as well as how they used it to get the world to focus on Jewish suffering in an attempt to divert focus from the suffering brought about by the Communist (Jewish) revolution in Russia.

Once I had it figured out I felt as though I had been dealt a harsh blow to the solar plexus. I didn't want to believe it. All the information I was gathering went against all that I had previously believed and all that I had been taught. But as evidence piled up, I could no longer delude myself into believing the historically accepted version of the Holocaust. It no longer made sense to me and I wondered how I had been so mistaken all these years. I felt like I had discovered the secret of the millenium, but I also knew that revealing this secret would likely lead me to being called an anti-semite, a hater, or worse.

As much as I hoped I was mistaken, I knew I had to be right. So many of the original Holocaust claims have been admittedly false, leading me to believe that if they will lie about one thing, I have no reason to trust their veracity on anything. I also knew that if the Zionists had nothing to hide they wouldn't have pushed for hate crime legislation that would protect them from criticism and keep people from making honest and legitimate academic inquiry into the Holocaust. If there was nothing to hide, they would welcome it, surely.

My research and education on these issues is ongoing. I still devour as many books as I can make time for and I am always looking for more information when online. I read various blogs and websites that deal with these issues and, as much as I have learned, I admit there is still much left to learn. My intellectual curiosity and quest for honest answers will not stop until I am convinced that there is nothing else to know.

And so, here I am, a changed woman who no longer views the world through the same eyes. I am disturbed by what I know and the more I learn the more disturbed I become. I finally came to a crossroad, not sure which direction to take. Do I speak out about what I have learned in the hope that I can make people understand the threat we face or do I say and do nothing and hope for the best? I felt, and still feel, that it was a matter of "damned if I do, damned if I don't."

After much introspection and thought, I decided I had to speak out. Someone has to.

Eventually, I felt I had to leave Canada, largely due to what I had learned. I could no longer live in a country where hate crime legislation has silenced free speech and where the Canadian Human Rights Commission will not accept truth as defense.

In Canada, those who speak out on these issues are not innocent until found quilty, they are guilty with no chance of being found innocent.

The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms guarantees all Canadian citizens the right to free speech, but apparently that right is null and void if one dares to criticise homosexuals or Jews. I thought I lived in a free country when I lived in Canada. I was wrong.

Freedom of speech is threatened in America as well and we need to fight proposed hate crime legislation. Once they have silenced us all, we are done. The Jewish supremacists will have won and it won't be a happy ending, I assure you of that.

Today I remain a somewhat reluctant messenger, feeling bound to share what I know in the hope that I can make people see and understand. I have been called a racist and an anti-semite and yet I have no hate in my heart. I don't write these articles because of hate. I write them because we need to alert people of white European descent to the fact that our days are numbered on this planet unless we begin to act in our own best interests and do what we can to guarantee our survival. Not by violent rebellion, not by hate, but by reasoned arguments that simply make people aware of what's going on.

Perhaps it's not much, but it's all I can do.

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