"I Can't Take It Anymore"

"I can't take it anymore," said an active duty Sergeant before shooting himself in the head in front of his men.

American troops are desperate and dying in Iraq.

Give me one good reason why the following had to happen:

As DeNardi walked up the three wood steps to the outdoor stand to pick up his burger, the siren wailed.

Wah! Wah! Wah! “Incoming! Incoming! Incoming!”

The alarms went off all the time — often after the mortar round or rocket had struck nothing but sand, miles from anything important. Many soldiers and others at Taji had taken to ignoring the warnings. DeNardi glanced around at the picnic tables to make sure everyone was still eating. They were. The foreign nationals who worked the fast-food stands hadn’t left; so he went back to get the burger he had paid for.

The mortar round hit before he could pick up his order.

“I turned around and all of Burger King and me went flying,” DeNardi said.

He’d lived through daily explosions in 11 months with Charlie Company, 1st Battalion, 26th Infantry Regiment, at nearby Combat Outpost Apache, a no-frills fortress smack in the middle of Adhamiya’s hostile streets. He had rushed through flames to try to save friends and carried others to the aide station only to watch them die.

“I’m not getting killed at Burger King,” he thought, and he dived for a concrete bunker. People were screaming. DeNardi saw a worker from Cinnabon hobbling around, so he climbed out of the bunker, pulled shrapnel out of the man’s leg and bandaged him. The Pizza Hut manager was crying and said two more foreign workers were injured behind her stand — near the Burger King.

“Lightning doesn’t strike twice,” DeNardi said, “so I went back. But there were body parts everywhere.” The first man’s leg had been blown off, his other leg was barely attached and he had a chest wound. “He was going to die,” DeNardi said.

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When five soldiers with 2nd Platoon were trapped June 21 after a deep-buried roadside bomb flipped their Bradley upside-down, several men rushed to save the gunner, Spc. Daniel Agami, pinned beneath the 30-ton vehicle. But they could only watch — and listen to him scream — as he burned alive. The Bradley was far too heavy to lift, and the flames were too high to even get close. The four others died inside the vehicle. Second Platoon already had lost four of its 45 men since deploying to Adhamiya 11 months before. June 21 shattered them.

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“First Sergeant McKinney was kind of a perfectionist and this was bothering him very much,” Rausch said. On July 11, McKinney was ordered to lead his men on a foot patrol to clear the roads of IEDs. Everyone at Apache heard the call come in from Adhamiya, where Alpha Company had picked up the same streets Charlie had left. Charlie’s 1st Platoon had also remained behind, and Rausch said he would never forget the fear he heard in McKinney’s driver’s voice:

“This is Apache seven delta,” McKinney’s driver said in a panicked voice over the radio. “Apache seven just shot himself. He just shot himself. Apache seven shot himself.”

Rausch said there was no misunderstanding what had happened.

According to Charlie Company soldiers, McKinney said, “I can’t take it anymore,” and fired a round. Then he pointed his M4 under his chin and killed himself in front of three of his men.

At Old Mod, Charlie Company was called back in for weapons training, DeNardi said. They were told it was an accident. Then they were told it was under investigation. And then they were told it was a suicide. Reynolds confirmed that McKinney took his own life.*

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On July 17, Charlie’s 2nd Platoon was refitting at Taji when they got a call to go back to Adhamiya. They were to patrol Route Southern Comfort, which had been black — off-limits — for months. Charlie Company knew a 500-pound bomb lay on that route, and they’d been ordered not to travel it. “Will there be route clearance?” 2nd Platoon asked. “Yes,” they were told. “Then we’ll go.”

But the mission was canceled. The medevac crews couldn’t fly because of a dust storm, and the Iraqi Army wasn’t ready for the mission. Second Platoon went to bed.

They woke to the news that Alpha Company had gone on the mission instead and one of their Bradleys rolled over the 500-pound IED. The Bradley flipped. The explosion and flames killed everybody inside. Alpha Company lost four soldiers: Spc. Zachary Clouser, Spc. Richard Gilmore, Spc. Daniel Gomez and Sgt. 1st Class Luis Gutierrez-Rosales.

“There was no chance,” said Johnson, whose scouts remained at Apache and served as the quick-reaction force that day. “It was eerily the same as June 21. You roll up on that, and it looked the same.”

* * *

2nd Platoon had gathered for a meeting and determined they could no longer function professionally in Adhamiya — that several platoon members were afraid their anger could set loose a massacre.

“We said, ‘No.’ If you make us go there, we’re going to light up everything,” DeNardi said. “There’s a thousand platoons. Not us. We’re not going.”

They decided as a platoon that they were done, DeNardi and Cardenas said, as did several other members of 2nd Platoon. At mental health, guys had told the therapist, “I’m going to murder someone.” And the therapist said, “There comes a time when you have to stand up,” 2nd Platoon members remembered. For the sake of not going to jail, the platoon decided they had to be “unplugged.”

Why are these men killing and dying in Iraq instead of living at home with their families?

Just the use of the word "unplugged" when referring to themselves speaks volumes about what American soldiers have been reduced to - battery-operated drones, expendable and rechargeable - expected to kill on command.

That said, they better unplug themselves fast because while they're busy killing and dying for a LIE in Iraq, the bastards who sent them there are busy destroying America's economy.

They'll come home to discover that there's nothing left to fight for.



Below: Scene from Full Metal Jacket


"I am in a world of shit!"



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[Why are these men killing and dying in Iraq instead of living at home with their families?]
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Its because of National Security thing!

Why did they joined the army in the first place? haven't they read the agreement when they join the army?

That you need to die for your country! Funny! Or they thought they are playing a Call Of Duty game! Let's go and kill those Iraqis!

Why the Iraqis should be killed in such barbaric way?

Intruder | Tue, 2007-12-18 06:06

the million dollar question; totally senseless isn't it!!!

..the yankees are so fucked, they eat food that has the same energy level as cancerous tumors. then they set out to kill healthy strangers. (mind, body and soul)

..many of the recruits are just racist retards who are being de-selected from the gene pool. my empathy for the deceived does not change the fact that these guys are murderers; fools that deserve to die. i do not support the troops. i do not support the gov't. i do not believe in hierachies of men.

Grim Reaper | Tue, 2007-12-18 09:45

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"Money" has no value - people do.

qrswave | Tue, 2007-12-18 10:06

FMJ is a classic movie about Vietnam, the best one off the top of my head. Rated waR, as you can see. There are thousands of Sgt. Pyles; past, present and future..

Help yourself and see how they mind-f*cked Sgt. Pyle!

..another good one was Good Morning, Vietnam!
Released the same year [1987].
Platoon [1986]
Apocalypse Now [1979]
Lest we forget Rambo..

..any more? sure there are.

Grim Reaper | Tue, 2007-12-18 11:10

he was just a private, wasn't he? i don't pay heed to titles ;)

Grim Reaper | Tue, 2007-12-18 11:13

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